Thursday, December 24, 2009

Important Quotes For Someone Taking An Exam

mikiyu_chan @ 2009-12-25T11:39:00

DS vs Aiba

Pairing: Aimiya. Yeah, that's right. Haha. Because they form an interesting couple. And I think Josiah will kill me after a separate Ohmiya her ... haha. Sorry. But I have not got any inspiration to come Ohmiya.

Ranting: safely .... 12 years? Not really have a lot ....

Genre: fluffly. Fluffly loooooong.

Summary: Nino-chan is spending time with your DS. What happens when Aiba wants to change that?

Disclaimer: s they will Johnny. Do what.

N / A: first Arashi fanfic. \u0026lt;3

Ds vs Aiba

Nino just arched an eyebrow, without taking his eyes off your precious DS since he was almost completing that phase. He sighed when he heard no reply and found himself forced to pause its Dragon Quest just in the most exciting. He turned his face to face the reason for his distraction.

-What was that? - When he saw a spout formed on the lips of the person next to you, a sign that soon would face ownerless dog in the rain.

-I also want to play!

Silence was formed in the room. Everyone knew that Arashi's Nino separate your DS was impossible. Well .. All but Aiba. Or rather, he also knew Aiba, Nino thought, but was being baka ever. That's it. After all, Aiba was clueless of the group, was not it? He noticed that everyone in the room watched intently, as if afraid of making a wrong move and be guilty of a war started. Damn, I could swear that Sakurai was even holding my breath! She bit her lip not to start laughing in the face of all. Now ... Who knew that by Matsumoto, the princess of the group, would also lose the pose?

-E ...? - Now he could feel everyone in the room, except for Aiba, hold their breath anticipating trouble.

-Mou ...! Do not be evil Nino-chan! You're always playing your DS at all times and everywhere ... To you both spend time playing, I mean that should be fun. I also want to try! - And as predicted Nino, Aiba started doing the puppy dog face in the rain. Now the tables had turned. Oh-chan could feel amused smile, Jun begin to laugh and smile despite the Sho, he still watches them intently. Because everyone in Arashi knew there was one person able to resist this Masaki. All and Nino was no exception despite always disguise.

-. . . - After a few seconds in silence, and seeing that the elder would not even give up the idea, Nino defeated sigh - okay .... let me save the game first.

The cry of happiness Masaki surprised him, almost leaving your DS in the fall tea ; Others Almost. As if he were to leave your DS touch the ground. No. He could grating throughout the process, break his leg, but he would never allow your DS to fall. It was a gem of your life! In addition to Arashi, of course. Saw Aiba longed to touch the sacred object in their hands and the way his eyes sparkled merrily. He wanted to smile when you see it, but did not forget that Aiba was playing his DS. The possibility of something happening to your DS was great. He decided he would be eyeing Aiba for the good of your DS so delivered.

-Wah! What do I do? What I do Nino-chan? - Despite being older, the joy of Aiba was like a child.

"You've never played a DS? - Nino asked incredulously getting no for an answer.

"But I've played Wii! They tried to teach me to fly control of my hands and hit the head of a staff that was going! - Nino Aiba found it incredible that something like this could tell passing so proud. But he was talking about was Aiba. This was his normal, no?

-Aaaah! No way right! Sit down I'll teach you.

-Really? Lucky ~! Nino-chan is so nice today!

-I? I'm always ba ~ ka. Besides I'm more worried that you will desgravar recorded all my records there.

Retreat what I said! Nino-chan is still evil!

"You want or not want to play? - Asked feigning irritation, and promptly answered by Aiba.

-I, I! Teach me, teach me!

[~*~]

After that day, Aiba always sat next to Nino , watching (admiring would be the right word) to play. What ended up distracting Nino of their game, handing it to Aiba that opened a huge smile to see who could play again for the fun of the other three members of Arashi who were always around when that happened.

"Hey ... - Jun began, attracting the attention of Riida and Sho - Do not think it's funny? Nino seems until he got a puppy!

Laughing, the other two agreed.

-Masaki looks like a puppy wanting to gain attention the owner.

But choosing just Kazu-owned?

-It does have some logic if you look well - Sho Masaki knew very well to try to interpret the way you think - Nino-chan spends all playing and sometimes even lost with time, while we give Masaki Warning: The more easily.

-ie, Aiba Nino is lacking?

few seconds of silence later, the three began to laugh quietly.

-Not there baka! Come back soon before you are attacked!

-Waah! But it is difficult Nino-chan! - The voice of weeping Masaki made himself heard.

-Ba ~ ka. So it's fun! If everything were easy, would not be fun!

Satoshi analyzes the scene in front of her, laughing while Sho and Jun only the arch eyebrow.

-Oh ...? Nothing. It's just that ... Long time we did not see a Kazu as hectic as well, right?

It's fun just to see, no? - Jun chuckled.

"But now we have to go. Let's leave these two enjoying a little more ... - They both agree and soon the Sho was pulling out of the dressing room because of the backlog that would Tues

The days passed and the scene was always the same. Nino has even predicted when Aiba would come to his side. They spent much time playing together and Kazunari could say with certainty that Aiba was improving very well. Their help was not even needed, but insisted that Aiba Nino still the tutorials.

Nino smiled at the expression of happiness Aiba to complete their mission. Seriously ... Aiba looked like a child ... And every time I gave her DS Nino, Aiba's happiness was as big as a child when he wins his Christmas present ... Wait. Present? Christmas? Nino's eyes widened a little, then a smile of satisfaction can be seen. Ah ... So that was it. He looked at the calendar tacked to the wall and made their accounts. Well .. Still had time.

[~*~]

Aiba was so happy these last few days. Able to spend the day playing with Nino was a huge gift to Aiba. Since Nino began to spend more time with his video-game with the group, Aiba felt a bit neglected. After all they were best friends or not? A nozzle formed in his lips at the thought. DS is bad for taking his friend, yet it is thanks to the DS itself Masaki that he could spend more time with Nino. I also had to admit that was fun playing DS. I could even understand the addiction of Nino-chan about it, but got angry at being ignored. DS or not, nobody ignored Aiba Masaki. Much less is someone named Kazunari Ninomiya.

-Nino-chaa ~ n! - Aiba hummed to enter the dressing room group, bump om a package wrapped in wrapping paper in your face. - What the ...? What is this?

-this is a baka. Not that you do not know? -Despite the so poisonous that Nino spoke, the smile on his lips said he was just kidding - it's your birthday and Christmas present combined. Would not spend more for the two gifts at once!

-Eh ~ ~! Nino-chan its labor-cow! I buy this for his birthday and Christmas!

-born fair Nobody sent on Christmas Eve Aiba ...

-Mou ...! Not fair! - Despite the bill he was doing, Aiba began to unwrap the present happy. There was always something that earned Nino then he was happy that he has remembered his birthday.

When finished drawing the package, Aiba's face grew serious. Had won a DS Nino. Was happy that Nino-chan bought something to please him, but with two DS's, there was a need to get the loan from Nino, so had no more excuses to spend time with his best friend. With that, he began to grieve.

-What happened? Dislike it?

-No! I like yes! Arigatou ne Nino-chan! - Smiled, but was not his usual bright smile, making Nino arching an eyebrow and give a slap in the head Aiba - itai! What was that Nino-chan?

Do not lie to me Aiba. - Sat beside her on the couch, turning both DS - I'll explain why I gave you a DS. Look! So we can play together! See? Two systems, but we can play together. We will not stop spending time together, baka.

-Ehh? How did you discover? - Aiba's eyes were wide, making Nino laugh.

It's really a baka. We are best friends or not? Of course I would notice with you being so sticky to me.

-Nino-chan that cruel! - The voice of weeping Aiba made him smile even more.

-I really am. And yet you wanted to spend more time with me. - Aiba and nudged her cheek with his forefinger, then pull him close - Aiba Ne ... Happy birthday and Merry Christmas .... - Glued her lips to the Masaki fun after laughing so confused and ashamed after Aiba.

N / A: Happy Birthday to my dear Aiba. Despite being late now. rs. I even tried to write before, but it was gone, sorry. And a merry Christmas to everybody. Well .. if I can not write anything for the new year, happy new year to everyone too! hahaha.

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

How To Use Scanner With Ebay

mikiyu_chan @ 2009-12-09T15:05:00

[chapter 02.]
[Yamapi pov]

Wow Glad I was sitting. Only with the shock, I probably would have fallen on the floor. Cocoa head trying for the thoughts in order. Ok The curse actually exists. Funny that I am in so much shock. It must be because his eyes that I always compared with the cat. I think my subconscious just accepting it. When I realize, Koyama still did not move, just stood there on top of clothes, which is not even a little good considering he just recovered from the storm yesterday and now is that soil ice cream.

me up and when I step toward him, he automatically takes a step back. This ... It was weird. By chance he finds I'll hurt you? Frowning at the thought, and call me down.

-Come. Not good you stay on the ground as it has not recovered. Come on, I carry you - smile as he interspersed between my eyes mãoe my face - I think now you should know that I will not hurt you. He

one begins to walk toward me hesitantly at first, to soon start running and jumping on my lap, making me laugh while I stroke their fur.

-Sorry I scared you and not be believed.



I hear a meow in response and it rubs on my belly, a typical action feline, but the way he thinks to tell me that all is well. Carry it in my arms, caressing it and still get purred in response. The smile on my lips seems not to fall apart. Also, with himself in the form of cat looking so happy, relieved and happy, no way.

Ne-Koyama - he look at me curious - that way you can not talk? - He does 'not' with the head and meowing is making me laugh a little - sorry. I do not quite understand what you're talking about. - Putting him on the bed, I see him walk on it until they straighten out and then lay beside her - I think we'll have to leave tomorrow so the conversation. - Stroke your hair again, seeing him yawn and close their eyes - good night.

[~*~]

Why on earth I forget to close the curtain? I turn in bed and groping her a little. Huh? Something is wrong. Bent one eyebrow and then open my eyes to confirm. Koyama Where you been? I loose, and so get out of bed, a good smell invades my room. Ah, so is explained. Sleepy way to the bathroom, wondering how you can wake up so early Koyama.

Good morning - I whisper low, I sat beside her. Good morning

Yamashita-san! - He is smiling ... morning? You can smile in the morning? - How not to know yet what you prefer for breakfast each morning, today I decided to take a chance with the Western mode after finding packages of bread-of-way. - Smiled at the banquet he had prepared. If it continues like this, I will not be easy getting fat - Or would you prefer our breakfast each morning? - Frowning, he looks at me worried and I can not help but think that scene fluffy.

-Whatever. I like to eat, then I have no preferences. Hmm .. But this looks good! - Stealing a loaf of bread from his plate, eating, smiling as I watch his face angry - It's boom ~! Koyama, I also want it!

Ignoring the nozzle that you do, I still eat happy, seeing you laugh quietly and prepare my food. Funny as I got used to the presence of each other. Looks like we've known for so long.

-So ... - Placing the bread on my plate, he takes a sip of juice fast - Want to hear my story? - As a nod as a piece apple. The bread he prepares is so good that I think I'll eat it last - I'm not quite sure when it was started, but I'll tell everything I know and remember.

It's something serious? - Começoa be worried but he just smiles shaking his head.

-I'll try to make the story short for you to understand. You know the animals talked in the past and had magical powers ... - In fact, I thought, so many legends about it - then ...

"Wait! - I raised a hand - do not tell me that you are the one that legend and that for whatever reason that magic is still alive until someone release of maldice will ...

Koyama stares at me in silence to absorb what I said, laughing soon after. Incidentally, I was laughing so hard he fell off the chair and was rolling on the floor, her hand clutching her stomach and tears out his eyes. We can say that I finished taking my breakfast each morning quietly until he gets back to normal breathing.

-This ... - Said rubbing his eye - is the first time I hear something! - Fun, smiling, turned to face me - Good .. It is true that not many people know my story, but Yamashita-san is really an interesting person! - Smiling, laughing softly - but want to stop to change the subject?

-Oh, sorry. Please continue. - River of his playfulness.

-As I was saying ... Back then there was a family of cats that were superior to others. It was a clan that lauded the knowledge, so fond of collecting information about everything. Knowing this, many people visited it clan in search of information of various topics. Illness, medicine, cuisine, geography, economics ... They had information about everything. And even if the person did not think about what you were looking, the curious cats as they were, they would go to find something else. That phrase 'curiosity killed the cat' is not for nothing know? There have been many cases that the subject was too dangerous they had just sacrificing his own life - he frowned, imagining the scene, focusing attention on me then - but every family has its black sheep, right? ;? - Laughed - in the case of cats, who had amused himself with all visitors. He had no interest in what was happening around him, just wanted to have fun and like most was working meeting those seeking information or were traveling in search of them, that he felt lonely kitten with frequence NCIA.

A cat lonely? And I thought that cats were individualists. I turned my attention to Koyama who did not seem very happy to see that I turned it momentarily.

-One day it was in these lonely moments, he felt someone stroking her hair, and stood staring at the boy who smiled happily. It seems he was accompanying his father, and with nothing to do, saw the cat alone and decided to call him to play. Cat, glad to have someone's attention, promptly accepted the offer. If a lot of fun and time to go, the boy promised to return more often, so the cat would not be so alone. Fulfilling his promise, the boy always came and stayed two hours playing time for him to return. Years later, when rested, the boy said "it's a shame we have to say goodbye forever. It would be so nice if we could get together, right? ". Hearing this, the cat said nothing, but an idea had formed in his head. The next day, after researching a lot, when the boy came toward him, the cat told him the idea, and delighted, the boy accepted right away.

When night came, the two made a request that the moon was at its maximum power, the full moon. Moved by the sincere desire of the two, the moon has granted the request and after that day the boy and the cat became one, thus had to be separated ever again.

-seems a fairy tale.

-Now you can sue anybody told you that fairy tales were lies.

-Will I earn enough money?

I do not know, but you can try. - Koyama laughed and seemed more relaxed somehow.

-So ... Let me guess. After request, it turned to day and boy cat at night?

-Cats like most of the evening - said nodding.

"But that does not explain the fact ~ and you can not leave the apartment.

No, not explain. Well .. There are some things that were changing with time, but do not worry about these details now. Since I can not go on ... Say my feline side eventually accepted that adoption did you, why not get out.

-Ah ... Wait! When you becomes a cat, it is still you, right? Or you have something of a split personality too?

-No. I'm me. Like I said, some things were changing with time. I believe that magic melts away. Must be why I only turn into a full moon night. Any more questions?

"You're bound to get stuck in this apartment the rest of life just because I've adopted? - Horrified at the thought of asking.

-No ... - He shakes his hand - only to My next cat think I learned. -Laughed - but until then I'm stuck here. Must say I'm relieved by your apartment to be great. I do not know what I would do if he got locked in a tiny place. - Try to think of anything else to ask and he laughs - no need to hurry up and ask all at once. I will not run and is not as if I could get out of here anyway. We can leave this interview for another time. - I agree and he smiles - great! Now, Yamashita-san ...

-Yamapi.

-Hum? - He makes a confused face.

-You can call me Yamapi. Forget all that formality. - His smile was the biggest he had ever seen until today.

-Or you can call me then Keller-chan! Er ... Yamapi. -Smiles at my nickname.

Yes, Keller-chan?

-other day when I cleaned the apartment, I found something, then I was thinking ...

We spent the whole morning playing twister and video games. We stop only when our stomachs started to rumble, going to the kitchen to prepare something to eat. We made such a mess that I swear I have never seen my legs in the kitchen air that way. I ended up being thrown out with Keller-chan saying it was for the sake of our survival, because if I kept distracting him there, he would not get cooking and end up starving. I exaggerate. What is the delivery then? I sat on the couch pouting, changing TV channels.

[~*~]

-Right. Anything else? - I wonder as I look at the list in my hands.

-No ... I think not.

-Anything, turns on my phone. So I will go to market.

look at my watch and I do not like it one bit. Damn traffic! Murphy's Law, ever heard? Yeah, I hate it. Just because I naively thought it would make purchases and would return home in fifteen minutes, it's been THREE HOURS! Damn crowded market. Damn traffic. Damn traffic accidents. Damn red lights. Sigh

tired when I pick up another red light. How will Koyama is? It must be horrible to be stuck in one place with nothing to do. My period ends tomorrow off ... How will it be? Koyama will be a good time alone. And to think just spending my two days off at home and I'm not complaining. Rio down with that thought. Hmm .. who knows if I buy a cat? Then he could do for the company's Keller ... No. Just imagine that they can fight with Koyama in cat form ... And if that happens in my absence? Not good. Fish? No. Would not it be nice if not a bit Koyama end up eating them out of pure instinct and a big dog is definitely not. Strange my phone rings, but smile to see the number. Is the number home.

-Speech Keller.

Yamapi-Gomen eh ... But can you buy cat food too? - Frowned. Anh? Koyama now has to eat cat food too?

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Thursday, December 3, 2009

In A Total Time Of 2.0 Min A Duck On A Pond

mikiyu_chan @ 2009-12-03T22:09:00


7 Lifes

~ 満月 の 猫 の curse ~

(Mangetsu neko in the curse)


"
Chapter 01. "

" 山 P pov "

I give a cup of coffee to the person in front of me who smiles in appreciation before receiving it. The only thing I know the about him is his name: Keiichiro Koyama. After having agreed with him beside me, after my shock, my borrowed some clothes since leaving him like that, just put my blanket with ... Hmm .. No. Definitely not good. To be able to think clearly I went for coffee and now just stared at each other not knowing what to say.

-Hum ... - He began to say - I know it's kind of hard to believe ...- lift an eyebrow and he sighs - okay ... I confess that if it were me I would not believe, but could you hear me until the end? I think after he saved me, you have a certain right to know that ...

I was silent and started drinking my coffee, as he one begins telling his story.

-cat that you saved me. My family is ... um ... say she is cursed. And this "curse" that makes us own cat at full moon nights. That's basically it.

I'm sorry to tell you this, but ... Curse? I can not believe yet. - He just shrugged.

-Japan is a country that has in the past so many legends and everything that dominate today ... With so many legends, myths and curses, is not difficult to find that some of them are real. - I had to agree on that - anyway, I'm not asking you to believe me, although it would be nice ...

Again, we were silent. Despite being a difficult story to believe, I began to be in doubt. Why the hell Koyama had to have the same eyes that cat? Koyama sighed and shifted uncomfortable in chair.

-Look ... I agradeçoa your help, your kindness and hospitality, but ... I guess I better go ... I. .. Can I return after their clothes ... - Agreed and soon I was left alone in the kitchen.

Backboard head on the table and stare at the clock. The hands are moving so interesting today ... I hear strange noises coming from the room, frowning. Now the cat decided to rob me? Is that it? I get up and go to the source of sounds.

Yeah. This is the weirdest scene I've ever seen in my life: the door of my apartment is open and even giving a boost Koyama and running toward her, he is thrown in as if there were an invisible wall there. Pisco balançoa eyes and head. I must be seeing things. But when I look back, the scene repeats. This time sitting on the floor with Koyama Breathing hard.

path to the door and quietly raise my hand. Clearly there is nothing preventing the passage here. Enter and leave my apartment without any problems. Koyama sit and watch without notice in the lift my arms, like a bride, in fright, he spends his arms around my neck to keep from falling. When I try to get through the door now with Koyama in my arms, I open my mouth and an 'oh ....' although not leave any voice. Koyama I go down my arms, trying to raise my hand to the door, unable to pass her course. What was even before the conversation? Damn ...?

After seconds, still staring at his hand he could not get through the door, Koyama asks

- Yamashita-san ... By chance you adopted me ...? I mean - he corrected himself Quickly-by chance you adopted the cat last night?

-I took him to the vet - he said, explaining not understand - it brought to my apartment and was looking after him so I think yes, why?

If turning in my direction, I could see her face a little pale, his eyes half wide and was gulping.

-Because ... This is exactly why we can not get out - I'm hoping the rest of explicaçãoe he turns his gaze from me - Hmm .. I think ... What I am forced to tell the "curse" of my family in more detail for you to understand Yamashita-san ... - Saying this, he collapses and rejoice a little for my reflexes, to do otherwise, he would be on the floor, not in my arms.

"小山 pov "

Where am I? It's dark, do not see anything ... I look around but see nothing. I hear a noise from my left side, turning his head quickly, only to find something black and furry. Sigh of relief.

-Nyanta! Where are we? What is this place?

espreguiçae My cat yawns, just waking up.

-Yahhh ... - His voice echoes in my head, although his mouth did not move - you passed out, not you remember? - Began to lick his own back, if by "cleansing" - after all, you were between life and death yesterday, said, exaggerating, because if it were true, I would not have returned my form human and maybe even would have agreed - is not no wonder that your body is not recovered.

I run my hand through my hair nervously, looking for the exit, even though I know it's useless.

-I can not leave his apartment. What do I do now? - Although cats do not have eyebrows, I could swear that he was bowing to now.

-You know the rules as well as I Keiichiro. There is nothing I can do about it. Will have to get used to the new house. It will not be difficult. He was lucky that the person you met yesterday is kind that way.

"I'm not complaining about Yamashita-san! - Snorted - But do not think it's a good idea to have to invade your house like that. He does not believe in my story yet! - I saw the look of fun Nyanta - What? Said something wrong?

-No ... Not a bit. But I am surprised you like him enough to defend it from me, although I have not offended him. - I felt my face blush to hear it - Anyway, if you can offer to take care of his house as a way to compensate him, not as if you were to get out of there for a good time anyway. What about our history, today is still full moon night, then he will be forced to believe later.

I opened my mouth to say more, but suddenly I heard someone calling my name. How strange ... Whose is that voice? I see the eyes of Nyanta shine even more, as if laughing, which made me even more confused.

-Is not it time you go? I see that you are calling. Oh, I can let the news story for everyone here. - With that, everything went back to get dark.

-Koyama! Koya ... - I open my eyes a little, blinking, trying to make my vision come into focus - Koyama!

Yama-shita-san ...?

"You okay? You went out of nowhere about five minutes ... - Nod, still half dazed, and realize that I'm lying on the couch in your living room - now you woke up, I'll make lunch ... Or you can sleep a little longer. When ready, I'll wake you up. - Agreed with the head and saw Yamashita-san going to the kitchen before closing his eyes. Yamashita-san is really nice ...

Hmm .. It smells good ... What is it? Looks good ... Hear Yamashita-san called me in a soft tone. I think that lunch is ready then. I sit down, and still a little bewildered, I look at the living room table, where there is a dish of pasta, two plates, two cups and a jug of juice. I feel kinda bad. Besides Yamashita-san found me, take care of me, I'm still giving so much work ... My stomach growls, making him laugh and making me blush.

"I guess I was right to wake you up then - the amusement in his voice clear.

-not my fault if I have not eaten anything since yesterday afternoon, when I took the rain ... - Murmuring 'Itadakimasu' fast começoa eating - Yum! What a delight! Yamashita-san cooks very well! - Smiles while eating a little more.

-Or you're so hungry that even if he ate stone, would find delicious ... - I stopped a bit to eat, pretending to think before answering.

Yeah, that too ... - I hear her 'hey! " indignant, soon after we both laughed.

" ~ * ~ "

After lunch, I managed to convince him to let me do the dishes, but did not yet know how much of your apartment, Yamashita-san also had the work and keep things dry. But it was pretty fun even. We talked and I discovered that Yamashita-san worked as a model, but had taken some days off. I was not surprised when he told me about his work, I mean, Yamashita-san really is a person of extreme beauty even without makeup and some hair is as messy now. I nodded, returning to concentrate on what I was doing.

And here is where I keep the towels. Since we do not know how long you will be stuck here, feel at home. No need to wait my permission to do something. If you do something that bothers me, I'll tell you, so relax, OK? - Grateful smile and he smiled too, watching the clock after scoring three half - Good ... I gotta go do some shopping, do you think will be fine alone? - I say with the head and he smiles satisfied - I'll be back soon, okay? - That said, I'm left alone in the apartment that ended up becoming my home.

" ~ * ~ "

never thought that in just two and a half hours I would feel much so bored in my life. And I have tried to arrange several Things to do: clean up, straightened the kitchen, tidied up the rooms and washed the bathroom! Worse, there's nothing interesting on TV. Yamashita-san is taking too long ... Does he miss me? Annoyed, balançoa upside surprise that thought. Ah ... I know! Smiling, go to the kitchen rolling up their sleeves. I will prepare the dinner! I just hope he likes it ... Because I do not know what he likes or not ... Smiling again, I would cook.

I smile pleased to note the dinner table. All done! I just hope that Yamashita-san do not wait or the food will cool. The apartment door was abe and a 'tadaima' is heard. Great! My smile widens. At the right time! When I say something, Yamashita-san adds.

-Wow! What is this feast? - Banquet? I exaggerate. Just bake the fish, did Miso soup, fried potatoes, steamed vegetables, guioza ... Basic stuff is not it?

"I hope you do not mind that I have touched in your kitchen. I just prepare, so better eat before it gets cold ... - He be, sitting at the table quickly.

-Hum! That's good! Where to learn to cook?

"My mother. - Shrug, starting to eat - I'm glad you enjoyed it. If you want, I can be in charge of the kitchen as a way of compensating my invasion. - I speak in a serious tone, but he just laughed.

-I do not mind eating what you prepare, in fact, until I'm happy, but do not feel the obligation ... We can take turns if you want.

-No! I want to do it!

-Hum ... For me, fine ... -Satisfied smile, back to eating.

We met less than twenty-four hours, but even so, except in the morning a bit strange, we were doing well . Incidentally, I have to be relieved because he is not one of those people that once they hear my story, tries to make me a guinea pig in experiments. Not that I have ever lived through it, but I shudder to imagine.

We finished dinner and straighten things out after we sat on the sofa chatting, ignoring the television on, until the pains of my body again. Drugs. I hate this part.

-Koyama ...? Are you okay? - Nod while I get up sofa, ignoring the concern that appears on his face and going around the balcony, where the moonlight illuminates part of the floor.

-Yamashita-san ... This ... It proves I'm not lying ...

" 山 P pov "

Koyama When approaching the door balcony, the only thing I can think to see him bathed in the silvery moonlight, and his brown eyes shining douradamente, is how this view is beautiful. Hardly have the strength to blink. But suddenly he huddles around, his face twisted in pain, although he did not scream. The only thing I see after my clothes are, those who borrowed on the ground, and within them, called a kitten left. What the hell ...?

-Koyama ...? - And the feline wonder just nods.

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Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Missing Your Period Mucus

mikiyu_chan @ 2009-12-02T22: 08:00


7 Lifes

~ 満月 の 猫 の curse ~

(Mangetsu in neko the curse)

Pairing: 小山 P

Ranting:'re safe for now [?] in some ... ok. 12 years go.

Genre: romance, I think. Fantasy AU.

Disclaimer: Hoho ... If they belonged to me, would not be writing this, would you?

Disclaimer: Rating may change. Stay tuned.

" prologue "

Yamapi ran through the empty streets in rain, and despite using a guard umbrella, was impatient to get to your apartment: a dry place and insurance, almost slipped in a hurry, trying to climb the stairs to the gate of his building running, and when I went to open his mouth to drop some word, stopped and looked at something shrunk ground without any protection from the storm that fell. Came up and his eyes widened a bit surprised to see a kitten there, lying on the sidewalk while shivering.

looked sideways, confirming that it was alone, crouching in front of the feline running a hand lightly over the hair of brown, frowning worried. There was no expert on cats and never even had a pet, but at least he knew one thing. That cat was burning with fever. Startled, Yamapi takes the cat in her arms, running up to her apartment to pick up the car keys before taking the cat curled up in a dry towel, and soon was running looking for a veterinarian who could meet that time.

" ~ * ~ "

sighed with relief as she petted a cat's head maoa asleep while holding his other arm, as if the cat was a baby. Slightly bowed, thanking the veterinarian who smiled happily and began to pet the kitten.

-What luck huh her! Be found by someone so loving it! Glad he brought you here before it was too late, huh! Now see if it improves more quickly and did not give so much trouble.

Yamapi smiled embarrassed by the praise directed at him, but it was still a little worried. Despite all that time and care spent in the clinic, the kitten had opened his eyes only once, only to close them quickly. Seeing the expression on that face, Aiba, the vet, explained as if reading his mind.

-No worry! He is now out of danger now. Just a few days rest and will soon be fully healed. Well .. - Has a serious expression - but if something happens or it does not improve, you can call me anytime! Even late at night, weekends, bank holidays, weekends, lunchtime, breakfast each morning, dinner ...

Riu sudden seriousness of the vet, and thanks once again fired up and into the car then. He watched the cat lying comfortably in the passenger seat and smiled.

And now? What do I do with you? - Shrugged and started driving toward her apartment. He had to admit that was a long day and that the two urgent need of rest, but even that prevented noo that drove calmly, without haste.

Entering the apartment, placed the cat on the couch in order to drinking water, and when we came down the hall to go to his room, looked back at the couch, feeling uncomfortable. That cat had not agreed even once since leaving the vet, and though I know that this should be so weak and tired would not wake up so early, could not avoid worrying. Because ... And if the cat got worse while he slept? And if he gets worse and Yamapi not listen, then when you realize it is too late?

shook his head in an attempt to scare away these awful thoughts. Although not wanting to think about it, had to admit that there was still a possibility of it happening. He sighed. Charged the unnamed cat in her arms and placed him in his bed, was lying beside her. Frowned worried. How would he able to take care of a cat (actually, a sick cat) and knew nothing about them?

stroked the hair a little cat, surprising himself when he raised his head so slowly that it seemed slow, opening those wonderful brown eyes that seemed to have hypnotized him. Those eyes ... Shone so warmly that Yamapi began to doubt if she saw right or not. What's more, he heard a faint meow, but still gave him the feeling that this cat was thanking you. Chuckled to himself by thinking that a cat might be thanking you, and fell asleep shortly after kitten.

" ~ * ~ "

grunted when he heard the alarm sounds. Drugs. I had forgotten to turn it off the day before because of the cat and I was just waking up early in the day off. She felt the head of the search object malignant, and had to restrain himself from throwing the saying whose right to the wall. Satisfied after having it off, returned to the position it found itself earlier in order to sleep a little while, your mind is already attracting a bit, realized something was wrong.

He turned up and screaming, if the shock was not so much his sleepy state and would soon pass (never been a morning person, had to admit). Beside him, in place of the kitten, she was a kid (well, okay it should have its old) asleep, her hair the same color of hair of the cat, and her face calm, serene.

He released the air from his lungs so he remembered how to do breathing and tried to calm himself. Ok .. Maybe it was a dream. This. A dream.

When I was almost convinced that I was dreaming, the boy beside him stirred, opening his eyes and looking the person next to you. Ok .. Yamapi thought again, a dream. A dream that seems very real, but still a dream, right? But when the boy smiled slightly and a sweet way, Yamapi changed his mind. Ah ... Now the reality was quite confusing.

Good morning ... - The boy heard him say as he sat, making Yamapi goggle eyes to realize that the other is not wearing any clothes. - Er ... - Blushed slightly as he felt the gaze attracted to each other, said hesitantly - I think ... I have to thank for taking care of me yesterday, huh?

Okay. Now nothing else made sense. Or just do not want to accept the logic that seemed to not make sense? Gulped, anticipating a long day and a headache.

(Archive)

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Air Canada Pilot Salry

mikiyu_chan @ 2009-11-25T15: 29:00

Disclaimer: the GazettE not mine, thank you. Incidentally, can you imagine how much people who would persecute me because of them? I eh. I prefer my leisure ...

fic based on the novel (drama) called Ichi Ritoru no Namida (1 liter of tears). Who can watch, watch. Take 1 liter of tears, but learn to value their own lives. Complaining that bullshit is not worth it. That's what I wanted to go with this fic here as well.


wrote this fic at the time was still addicted to RxR, but for some reason, still think they better sãoo couple to fit this fic. hmm .. go figure.


in Ore koto wo wasureru kana?



(You forget me?)



[Reita's POV]



I'm here, sitting on that park bench, in the midst of autumn leaves fall and seeing the people go by. I watch everything, but without having the slightest interest. Because it was just this time, because this was just because praçae was just sitting here in this bank that I met someone special who changed the way I see this world.



How long has not happened after our meeting? Days, months, and even a few years ... It's been so long ... And I still can not decide if you only belong to my past or if he still is my present and future. I watch some more things around me and then I close my eyes, reliving that day.



~[*]~



was in first grade, in late August. I sat at the foot of a tree, watching students go rushing to class the first class of the day, while unlike the majority, I sat there in the same place, curious about the fact that my companion of many years have missed class the day before without telling me and even though I connected to his house later, no one had answered. My curiosity was increasing every second that I spent no news yet that his thoughts had stopped at the sight of the well-known blonde head coming.



I could not help smiling and got up going almost running toward him. But that curiosity was soon replaced by concern when she saw him with a huge bandage on his chin. As if reading my thoughts, you answered me before even hearing the question.



- Yesterday, when I was coming to school, I fell and hurt her chin ugly. Even had to do some tests later in hospital, nor had time to warn you, excuse Reita ...



smiled through his arm around his shoulders as we walked toward the room.



- places where Hurt?



Franzi forehead wondering when I saw his head negatively sway. As he had injured his chin like this seriously and there was no other scratch?



- I'm really awkward right?



smiled as she passed her hand to her head, messing up the hair that probably took hours to be fixed, getting a face in response. It was amazing how even his face became sullen adorable.



- But then King .. - Said while trying to straighten the hair go - What you wanted important to talk about yesterday?



- Ah ... That. I better tell you after class quietly. - I said smiling and then I saw the guy sulk, but then smiled as sweet as ever.



- You better tell me the same eh. I'm curious since yesterday.



As promised, I told him after class, when we walked toward our house and we walked through the park.



- I have not come here to ... - Just watch you stretch your arms close your eyes and breathe in deeply, enjoying the site.



- Remember this place chibi?



- And you forget how Rei-chan? It was precisely here that we met right? I think I was in fourth grade ... Yeah! We were in fourth grade and when I was coming home, I passed by here and saw you take care of the puppy dog that I cared too. Then we started talking and decided to try and find an owner for him ... When I see you had already turned my best friend, right Reita?



Sitting on the bench, nodding and smiling only after you breathe is that I could talk ...



- Exactly why this place is special Ru-chan, I want it to be the place to tell you one thing ...



- What Rei-chan?



- Ruki ... Want to date me?





~[*]~





The days that followed were only joy. We could say with great pleasure that we were the happiest couple in the world. But ... That would be tested. The test by which we had to go, I would not wish on anyone else. As much as I would hate the person. And the signs of it appeared.



Ruki often tried to reach some object, but wandered for a long distance, sometimes interfered with the movements and often lost his balance, and the worst was when we were climbing the stairs.



We had not gone far, only a few steps, but enough to make out a hemorrhage in his head.



see him in hospital with all those bandages and still being stuck with serum in the vein, his face pale, tired, dejected, but still smiling at me ... I could hardly hold back her tears.



-Ne ... Rei-chan .... I need to talk to you.



smiled and nodded as she saw me coming close your eyes and breathe deeply.



-Reita ... I think we better finish.



widened his eyes and stared frightened, waiting for him to say it was a joke in very bad taste, but seeing the serious expression, lowered my head, staring at the floor.



-Why do you think this Takanori?



-King ...



-tired of me by any chance?



-No! Rei ..



-Entãoo is it? There is another coincidence?



"But of course not Akira! This is absurd!



Then why Matsumoto wants to finish me? I asked already changed.



-Suzuki Simply because I'm dying ...



I felt my blood run cold and my body go limp. By little I did not fall. I was there, staring wide-eyed little.



-Ruki ... This wound will heal soon, you heard what the doctor said.



Non-Rei-chan ... - While denying he began to speak with the head - I have fallen out of balance and I like that is a symptom Reita ... I.. I have a disease that has no cure ... - He lowered his face, but I could see the tears that streamed down his face.



"Since when you know that ...?



-I was told ... About a week ago.

-That ... You lie Ru-chan, right? You. .. You are kidding me right?



- ... - He was silent for a while and took a deep breath before continuing - this disease ... Called "Spinocerebellar Degeneration" ... And there's no cure. They said that each day that passes I lose more balance ... No I can keep things ... There will come a day that will no longer be able to walk, talk ...



-Enough! Do not want to hear! - Put my hands in my ears and it was only then that I realized the tears that streamed down my face - Ruki ... Not true! You gotta be kidding me!



-King ...



this time a nurse came asking for me to calm down.



- THE PERSON THAT I LOVE ME MORE SAYS AND DYING ME YOU HAVE TO STAY CALM? - Asked indignantly, and after that only saw the nurse call Alguema soon I realized it, it was getting dark.



Then when I awoke, still groggy because of the sedative or tranquilizer, whatever. And in searching for information about my low voice, knew how he wept uncontrollably, had to sedate him, too. The time that I discovered this, I wanted to beat me. How can I have lost control and let him crying thinking that I should be hating him for hiding it from me?



I went as fast as I could to his room, but he remained unconscious. I smiled when she saw him sleeping so calm and I reached a point of sitting in bed as he began to stroke her hair. Shortly after I hear it whisper my name softly.



"I'm here with you my love. On his side, as I always do ... - And then he slowly opened his eyes, like those movie scenes, you know? So perfect ...



-Gomen ne Rei-chan ... - I saw the tears to flow back and I cleaned it with my hand, the sweetest smile I could.



-I who must apologize you ... Sorry ... Because it changed me and even remembered that those who should be afraid and angry is you ...



He just smiled and laughed softly.



-I know Reita. I knew it would have that same reaction ... - And then his smile became wistful.



"But I want to apologize for something else too - I meant it and I saw him stare at me without understanding - Sorry love, but not I accept that our relationship ends! Not that obliges me to macarena dance in the street ... - Spoke in a serious tone and then started laughing.



~[*]~



The days have passed since that episode of the hospital were perfect as they ever were when we were together. Only little by little the symptoms were appearing and not improving, however, only worsened increasingly, to the point Ruki be forced to use a wheelchair.



My Ruki could no longer walk.



And from what I know (ie, Ruki told me so), the doctor had said that because of the disease appear so then there could be chances that it would progress more ha Fast.



When I heard that, I could not think of anything but how this disease is cruel. Because I just could not decide which was worse: being deprived of a lifetime to do many things and live a little longer, or if you live normally and see everything destroyed when he discovers that going to be allowed to do everything he did and have short life;



Like I could not decide, also could not prevent tears from falling while he hugged me tightly Ruki crying, calling me and asking me to could not leave. I replied only that she loved him and would never leave her side, her voice low, and soon we were both crying hugging.



continue even after we have already embraced in the hushed, but still I could feel a few tears that escaped the eyes of Ruki.



Reita-Ne ... - I could hardly hear so discouraged and tired that he was - What do I do now? I can not go and write has become increasingly difficult ... Is ... I should not die right away?



eyes widened and quickly undid the hug.



-What ... you said ...?



He just sighed and stroked my face with that expression so melancholy.



-Reita ... You know ... Every day that passes I only worse ...



Ruki-No! I. .. You can not quit! - Spoke in desperate tone and he just shook his head.



"You know that has no cure Aki-chan ...



Ruki-No! I will not leave! - Firm and said he just smiled.



-King ...



Ruki-Do not leave me ... Do not do it ... - I felt more tears by running down my face as I was joining their hands and stroked with my own, just me and lowering his head resting on his lap.



-Arigatou ne ... Rei-chan ... - Ruki said in my ear so sweet it could not stand it and started crying like a big baby he stroked my head, smiling sweetly.



~[*]~



-Ruki bought something for you! - Said as soon as I opened the door to his room.



"You always buy Reita! - He answered me laughing at his bed, as she waited for me to approach, something I did quickly, giving a kiss on her forehead and stealing one of his lips then.



"If I did not, would not be a good boyfriend and you end up getting changed, right? - Ruki just shook his head, smiling.



-Bobo! And what you bought for me this time? - Despite knowing that he hit me if I discovered I could not help but think that he was the cutest creature with glowing eyes, trying to see what I was carrying.



-bought a new notebook and pens. - Said delivering and making him smile even more open - you write enough you know? This here is the third book!



-As if I had something to do when you're not here. This hospital is so dull without you ... Aki - Smile and her hair messed with mãoe got a sweet smile in response.



About Hospital ... How Ruki increasingly worsened, the danger of choking him to death with their own saliva was increasingly high. Until he did speak slower now, it was not by his choice.



"But what you write much huh? - Asked curiously sitting on the edge of his bed and he just held the book against his chest as if to protect him, even that new notebook being blank.



-One day you will discover! - And we both smiled. The



hugged the waist bringing me closer to him and leaned her head on my chest, closing her eyes.



"Why not make a video? Should be more fun to write ...



-Not really. - Yawn - videos no fun if you do alone and I want to keep writing even when it goes!



- Hmm .. What if one day we made a video of just us two?



Ruki smiled and agreed with me, but then lay down, saying he would drop off a little.



And so, as usual, I had certified that Ruki slept and read her notebook, where he wrote his desires and dreams, something he did not dare ask. I always read hidden and I always managed to answer it, and as usual it was always related to my actions, it was always easy. As an example, I tell him I loved him every day, to hug him, bringing gifts, etc..



But ... What I read surprised me this time.



"Did you ever forget me?"

I left the notebook down so I laid my eyes on Ruki who was sleeping so calm in that bed. The hugged tightly, but noo enough to hurt him, and woke up in the process.



... ... ta-king?



-Never.



-Anh? Reita ... What happened?



I will never forget you, Ruki.



~[*]~



became increasingly difficult to have to find Ruki. Seeing him like that hurt too much. Intubated, without speaking, unable to walk and moving only with great effort. To communicate, Ruki pointed with the syllables that the finger had a little plate of plastic and we were reading until they formed the sentence and understood what he meant.



spinocerebellar degeneration. Cruel disease, no? Because even in this state, the person I love most is still the same as always. Reasoning is the same thinking can usually see things as always, to hear ... But even trying, your body does not obey. Even willing to talk, can not. Even wanting to move is impossible.



It was increasingly difficult to enter that room and hold the cry, smile and pretend everything was fine. But the worst was when I did not need to pretend anymore.



My Ruki was gone.



After so much suffering, he could finally rest now. He had left me.



So I came back from his funeral, I was reading the books he wrote when both could still hold their pens. What was my surprise to find that one of them was actually a book! A book for all those who despised and seed claimed her life. And the first page was written



"Tell him how you want your life is not fair. But only say it when you know mine. Yes there will know how much is blessed.



Takanori Matsumoto. "



In that book were all the details of the life of Ruki from the day he learned of the disease. That book was the diary of Ruki. I smiled as he began to read and smiles even more when I realized I still had Ruki me, whether in written words on those sheets, photos or videos we recorded. He there was still keeping me company! And at the end of that book, notebook, Ruki had left a message for me.



"Ne ... Reita ... Did you like this surprise? Gomen have hidden it for so long ... But I really want it to be a surprise for when I am no longer physically at his side. Because you know ... Just as you promise to never leave my side, I'll never leave her!

will always be protecting you as you do to me since we met, because now it's my turn, okay?

Ah ... I know you conheçoe will want to publish it. I do not care. Actually I'll be even happier since I had a great job of writing a book, literally!



Thank you for being strong, do not leave me and always supporting me.

I love you and love you forever.



Eternally yours,

Ruki. "



I took a lot care, but could not prevent two tears watered it so precious that message. And as Ruki suspected, the next day I had gone for a publisher that would make available to publish the book.



Even today I get letters from readers saying how much they would like to have known my blond when he was alive. Just smile and reply that my beloved was exactly like what he wrote in the book, and that's why everyone knew him as if he was even alive. But the letter that caught my Warning: The always make me smile was the one that said I really should be an important person "Takanori-san 'and that he must have been happy just to have me by your side a person who loved him so much love and had responded in the same intensity.



"'Does a day you forget me? "



When he read the writing in my notebook, I was sleeping and woke up in his arms, wrapped in a bear hug and with her tears wetting my clothes.



He had said that I never forget. And I believe. Yes, I completely because I know exactly what he feels. I also am unable to forget it one day.



Even knowing that he would respond so fortunate to hear the answer made me want to live. It also made me hate my life cursed by this disease, but mostly made me want to continue living just to spend more time on your side ... "



~ Owari ~

(end)

Note: This disease is real and still has no cure. Here in Brazil there are people with these diseases, so that one speaks up for everyone to learn to value their own lives, their own health. Even though unfortunately not remember his name ...

(Aqruivo)

Gillette Clinical Deodorant

mikiyu_chan @ 2009-11-25T09: 12:00

Loveless

~ ~ Our Last Goodbye

Pairing: KoyaPi

Genre: Romance, (Fail! ) Against

Ranting: none

Summary: When we're in love when the person you love is happy, right? Even if it is not on our side is not it?

Disclaimer: Ryo, Yamapi and Keller-chan I do not belong, do what. Neither song Loveless. Want to complain? Try to talk to Uncle Johnny ...

[Yamapi pov]

-No ... Why? - Look away, would not stand seeing you cry, no, anything but ... - Tomo ... Explains to me!

Reluctantly, I turn to face you, my eyes holding in his, and I would not try to cover the pain. His eyes widen as I understand. I smiled at the thought that bitter still able to communicate only with one look.

Her trembling hands are directed at me, and I just pray in my mind that I will not reach. Is already too hard for me, I need your touch to tempt me even more. Please. Can not you see? No. .. I have to stand strong, even unwilling. As if hearing my prayers, your hands stop, but her pleading voice was enough to break what was left of me.

-Tomo ... Please, no! Anything but that! - Clear that the tears flowing down her face making me want to dry them, but her pleading voice was enough to break what was left of me.

-You know it's the best ... You know why ... - murmuro em um tom quase inaudível e minha voz quase falha, mas pelo menos sei que você me entendeu.

already know you somehow
Not to look down the
I'm parting 切Ri出Sezu are
shadow fell on the pavement
寄り添っ て 重なる のに
二 人 の 想い は 今 離れ て いく
I sort of knew

You look down,

is why you can not say 'let's finish' is not it?

Although our shadows on the street are intertwined,

the feelings of us both will separate now

At first everything was perfect, was not it? Even despite the dull weather between us when we confess ... I still remember the time we stayed in silence trying to think of something to say and in the end we just laughing at the strange weather we were. How did we end up kissing after that? Our first kiss together ... The first of many others ... Heavens! This How long does already? And I still remember every detail, as if it happened just now ...

Time ... We spend so much time together, even said that once seemed only one person instead of two, remember? So many times we laughed together, cried together many times ... Able to communicate with just one look ... And even knowing this, thought I would not notice the changes? Thought I would not realize that you started looking for someone other than de mim?

love you wrong I have come across a word
Tsunagitomeru found
À você que encontrou um novo amor,

Não consigo pensar em nada para te prender comigo.

The next day was also special, right? I could not stop smiling as much as I wanted, as you smiled shy, making me want to hold you tight, kissing you countless times ...

m Because we are new couple, though we did not have much intimacy. By the touch of our hands made us jump, blush and get our hearts-that DOKI DOKI, is not it? After so many times when we accidentally pulled up, Ryo scared me throwing a pillow on my head, saying something like, "Let this love-love for ever after I'm sick up here", but the smile on his face told us otherwise. "Finally it hit you huh!" This comment made us blush while everyone else laughed at nose when our eyes met, shy smile making Ryo yelled something like, "arrange quarter just once! Tá very early to watch such a scene. "

we fled to where we could spend time alone , nor that they were for just five minutes and always we'd recruit an excuse to tell to others. .. They seemed amused by our excuses made, making sure to always ask where and what we were doing. The worst was when they began to insist that they wanted to go with us, remember? You got so nervous he fumbled around with words ... The scene was so cute they could not stand it and had to hold you, leaving you more nervous because you never exchanged affection in front of others, right? I really thought you would come to pass out that time ...

サヨナラ なんて
終わり だ なんて
嘘 だ と 言っ て それでも
hand is undone
cool as others we

Sobre 'Adeus'

Sobre o 'fim'

Você diz que é mentira, mas mesmo assim

nossas mãos que se soltam se tornarão frias

nós we become strangers

We promised each other eternal love, was not it? We promise that we would only love one another. We'd always be together ... In our one-year anniversary. The first time I really said to each other "I love you.." A day of tears and joy. It was the first time I saw you cry. The first time I made you cry. Our fingers intertwined as we saw the sand with our names checked, sitting on the sill beach house I had rented.

that day, seeing her smile I love, secretly promised myself that if her tears were being felled, they were for joy, not sadness. I vowed that day that would protect you forever as it always did when we watched a horror movie and you buried her face in my neck, not wanting to see the movie.

Our promises ... Time to break them. The fairy tale ended.

started subtly, with just her attraction to him. Do not blame you. I confess that I too was attracted at first, but you more than anyone, is one that is always around people, with their passion to understand them and gain their friendship. I understand that, why do not you keep from trying to know him better. Did that was my mistake?

I'm sorry, I

cry from the other would hold the memories piled

change their pain Look Before
last smile say goodbye ...

Things like 'I'm sorry'

Weep no more

Because otherwise I'll hold you

feelings interwoven

before they change for pain

Look, we'll smile the last time and say goodbye

Should I have written our names in a diamond? Maybe we should ... Our names have faded in the sand, not out?

I know that's not your fault. Of course not. How could I blame you if you saw every day with that look lost, confusion clear on her face? You never realized that I watched as no one else was looking right? The weary sighs ... I can hear them up now. How many nights you did not pass over in silence trying not forcing yourself to forget?

Its always tried my hand for support, like you're forcing yourself to remember me every time he went to his thinking. His sudden embrace, her want to cry every time you swallow that was me ... As I would not notice? The symptoms of our separation were appearing too bright ...

also tried to arrest you anyway, always giving gifts, hugging him, telling him that I love, doing all your wishes ... But it seems that all this only made you suffer more. I even ended up breaking my own promise. If I promised I would protect you, do not you cry, because now I can only see your face sad? The smile that I loved so much was slowly dying ...

I wanted to scream with anger, frustration, betrayal ... But could not. I ended up crying a whole afternoon we spent apart. My eyes were still swollen at the time I got back home. Worried, you just came in my direction, wondering what had happened. I held you, and only this gesture was enough to start crying together. It may be that this day we still do not understand enough, but it seems our hearts have known what would happen next. Would not that was the day we parted for real?

You make me apologize. Intuitively, I knew it was your fault. I said nothing. I also wanted to blame you, but could not find strength to do it. You are my life without you will not be able to live more ... These words were not lies, but if it is for our good, forget it. They no longer have use ...

"I'm fine by myself" and lied

first wanted the surgery to stop the tears

" Eu estarei bem sozinho "

É a primeira vez que minto

Porque eu quero so much that her tears stop

not resisting, I lift my mãoe a dry their tears. The pain written all over his eyes still hurt me too, but I have to endure. At least I want to keep a promise. Even if it is only that ...

-Tomo ... Gomen ... I did not want ... I did not want ...

-I know not. Not your fault, and I do not blame you. We tried in every way, do not try? But you ... - " falls in love with each other." I give a little sad smile. I am not yet able to admit out loud that I lost you forever. Even though I still pretend to strong, even though we say everything is fine.

Our parting is more painful because it is not? Because after all, In addition to push myself to the fullest, know that you can see my antics and see my tears ... Sorry. I am not strong enough to support you even in the last minute.

I approach you slowly. Just once, just this once ... You close your eyes to feel close, and imitating you, finally my lips to her neck.

It was really important


離Shitakunai
really no place to go but I'll assumptions
happier than anyone else because he hopes that even in tough
Thank you and tell

actually was precious

Actually I did not want to let you go

The feelings that have nowhere to go come, but

I wish this happiness more than anyone, so

myself pretending to be strong, I want my gratitude you reach

Our tongues meet, curl up. Knowing that is the last time we'll be like that makes me wish that this moment never ends. Did you also think about it?

That last kiss is with a bitter and salty taste of our tears that become one. At last we will be one. When this kiss is over, we will separate us officially, is not it? It is sad but necessary. No I want you to hold on my account. Would we suffer together, nothing more. With it, you be happy. I do not care that I suffer, I'm the only one suffering, so long as you're happy. After all, I promised you would do everything to always be happy here and this is also part of the promise, unfortunately. I caress your face with my hands, and falling apart, resting my forehead on his, we both eyes closed.

-Keller ...- whisper your last name - for everything we had together, thanks. Never forget any detail, everything was too precious to me.

-To ... -Put my finger on her lips, silencing you sweet smile while watching the face I love so much, trying to memorize it even though it is marked by tears.

-Your happiness is what I most desire. No matter if I suffer now, one day we will be happy again is not it? Even though we are not mais juntos ...

goodbye too sorry because

evidence
met two people so you and think that
There irreplacable

Mesmo que seja um adeus

Mesmo regrets that there

this is proof that we both know

is with you, so I think that,

someone irreplaceable sible

want more than anyone that you find your happiness, even if not on my side. However, only the fact that we spend time together, I would call a miracle. Meeting you was the greatest miracle of my life. Even today I can not see our past with a smile, one day there will be so.

Like you, I'm sure I'll never meet, but at least be happy knowing that at least this idea will comfort me. Maybe I will compare all the people with you, maybe I'll find it does not sãoo enough, but I'll get used to. Because even if I do it, is proof that you have not forgotten, is proof that 'we ' once existed really.

If I knew one day it would end, I would have spent more time with you. Now stuck on overtime hours of work, the headaches, the hours of rest alone seem so insignificant ... Why not spend this time with you?

忘れる よう に
chest I fall seasons
chopped together into a new future

your back hasten the end
so with a smile say goodbye ...

Para que eu esqueça

Vamos take this heart

stations that we set together

this new future,

so you just step into it,

Then with one last smile we say goodbye ...

-Honestly, I thought about several ways to say it ... I even thought to make you hate me ... But it would never work, not is? His goodness does not make you hate ... Probably even if I end this way, you would not be completely happy because of guilt ... I. .. Keller ... Be happy, it's the only thing I ask in return. I love you and do not think that feeling will change easily ...

Her trembling hands holding mine, and I sigh when I feel your lips on them ...

"But you know what? Even though we are separating us, not to say that our past never existed. He'll be there, intact. And I want that when you turn back to see him, his smile appears across his face. Its largest and genuine smile, not a sad ... - His nod makes me smile sweet, though now you're staring at the floor as I hear.

We were silent for a while, none of us with enough courage to continue the conversation. We are both suffering silently and there is nothing we can do to relieve the pain. Time will take care of it, but until then, do not feel the slightest desire to feel healed ...

Soon we will have to go ... It's getting dark. But even then remain stationary, each one reminding our memories. They seem to be a time so distant now, right? But it will estar tudo bem, vamos nos acostumar. Se eu continuar a contar essa mentira, será que um dia ela se tornará verdade?

I
goodbye is over
say I'm lying still
hands get cold is undone
僕ら は 他人 に なる

About 'Goodbye'

About the 'end'

Even if that day is a lie

Our hands that split will become cold

We will make unknown

-Tomo ... I will always love you somehow ... - And with a smile sad you complete - thank you for being part of my life ... And sorry ... Why take it out of it this way ...

His hands are released from mine, and turning, you walk away from me. I will not do anything, even if I want. When you leave my field of vision, fall to my knees, making me cry compulsively at our end first. So simple ... But it still hurts too much. Muttering 'I love you, love you' repeatedly until minhas lágrimas sequem.

I'm sorry, I
not cry anymore
would embrace the memories piled
The
pain before it turns
ほら 最後 は 笑顔 で say goodbye ...

Things like 'I'm sorry'

Weep no more

Coz I'll hold you

Our feelings interwoven

before they become pain

Look, with a final smile, let say goodbye ...

And that way we say our last goodbye ....

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